Starting over.
Welp, we’re officially back to square one. Already starting over even though we haven’t really begun.
I called my RE’s office last Monday to determine what the next steps should be since I had received the results of my infectious disease screening (in the clear for those so that’s good :)) and clearly have no idea what I’m doing so I needed some guidance. The nurse proceeded to tell me that the next steps will be finding a new clinic to go to because they are CLOSING. CLOSING. I’ve never heard of a clinic closing before. Also, one would think that a clinic affiliated with the U of M would be somewhat reliable, but apparently not. She told me that I would be getting a letter in the mail explaining everything (as if that’s going to somehow make me feel better). She recommended another place in Minneapolis (where we went last June for the IVF seminar), so I reached out to them and have my first appointment May 7th.
Side note: I got the letter a couple of days ago and it said that 3 of the RE’s there have decided to go into a private practice and that is why they are closing. They also wanted to let me know that they will be teaming up with a new fertility clinic coming to Minneapolis with a focus on training for the doctors attending med school at the U. Having a bunch of newbs poking around down there?? Hard pass.
I would have thought I would be more upset over the news but in all honesty I’m sort of relieved. I never got the warm fuzzies with the clinic at the U, or with the RE I was seeing there, so maybe this will all be for the better. My OB also went to the new clinic I’ll be going to for IVF (and she’s pregs right now so I’m assuming it was successful) so it’s nice to know that someone went there and received the desired outcome.
My husband finally told his parents that we’re on this IVF journey. Unfortunately, even though my mother in law is a nurse, she still doesn’t seem to understand it. It was brought up at some point this weekend when we were visiting them and she gave the whole ‘oh, you just have to relax and stop trying and it will happen.’ I was slightly intoxicated at this point and had the balls to respond with ‘actually no, if there are no eggs and no sperm, nothing will ever happen here.’ She just laughed it off and kept saying ‘just stay positive’ and all that typical bullshit. I’m fairly certain my husband was in the same boat up until our first RE appointment and he heard the ‘85% of couples conceive within the 1st year and 90% within 2 years and oh, you guys have been trying for 3?.. Yeah.. Probably time for some help..’ so at least now I know where he gets it from 🙂 Add that confrontation and sprinkle in the MILLION pictures my mother in law has of my sister in law’s baby girl all over her house and I would say it was a fairly annoying weekend. I guess I can’t expect even the most educated medical professionals to understand infertility.
There have been SOOOO many success stories and BFP’s with a lot of the ladies that I follow on here and I absolutely love it, it really gives me hope for the future so please don’t disappear people! Here’s to hoping that I catch up with the rest of you soon.